88888- But I never imagined it would be so easy to do! I thought it would be next to impossible, that you would be so sure of the truth that I would have to lie through my teeth for hours to even plant the seed of doubt in your head. I lied, and I'm so sorry, sorry because I hurt you, sorry because it was a worthless effort. Sorry that I couldn't protect you from what I am. I lied to save you, and it didn't work. I'm sorry. But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?
888I didn't answer. I was too shocked to form a rational response.
88888- I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you !
888His words were incomprehensible, because they were impossible.
88888- Really, what were you thinking !?
888And so I started to cry. The tears welled up and then gushed miserably down my cheeks.
88888- I knew it, I sobbed. I knew I was dreaming.
88888- You're impossible," he said, and he laughed once. How can I put this so that you'll believe me ? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away.